Thursday, September 30, 2004
childhood friends..
great friend..
passionate..
loving..
caring..
you were a great teacher
great helper
one day things went a little far
maybe not so far
bur far enough to make a grave mistake
never once occured to me about its significance
its weight
but it dragged..
and dragged..
the time came one day.
it just had to end.
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yesterday i was walking across the bridge as usual. haha stayed in school to do some stuff.. because i figured i'd just slump on the bed and sleep till 7pm anyway.. might as well NOT waste so much precious time. while i was going down the steps i almost slipped! and this kind soul came over to help.. ahhaah! how comforting it is to know there're good people around still, in this big and reckless world, seeing articles about things like suicide bombers everywhere.. sigh. the work of the devil. and as i was crossing the road.. i saw something. i saw someone. a person of the past. the past brings back lots of memories.. bad and good ones.some neutral..some are just growing up or as a phase of our lives. we grow from it, and learn, some are just kept as experiences we can keep and look back in future, and see them repeating once again in the generation.. afterall, that person lives inside mobil/opp mg anyway. i should've expected to see that person anytime.. but nevermind. heck.
have to go.
good luck to everyone busy chiong-ing for exams!
God bless.
10:14 AM
Saturday, September 25, 2004
hello. have been rather busy this week! been getting really tired and stuff.. and forgetitng to come to the comp. ah well. anyway today me dad dug me up from bed at like 9. i was like moaning away through breakfast and falling asleep on the dining table.. eurgh. then later went for TO. i played violin today! hahah bach double with wenyi=) still remember in 2001 we both played it in this NAFA performance and then shaun ho accompanied us! wenyi brought the picture today and showed me..i was laughing quite hard.anyway, the solo went quite well. not bad. considred we havent practised together for 3+ years! hahaha.. for once i wasn't TOO bored. oh wel.. and joanne came in with her super weird dress sense. then.. wong ho chong the hottest lasy on earth came in with a bunch or scores.. and went i got it..to my horror. KREISLERIANA!!!! omg! its like hellp how are we going to handle that! so. i played the violin part again! not too bad cos i've tried it out before.. not that hard lah actually once you get it. ahhaha.. the amount of notes i played in this rehearsal is more than all the notes i've ever played on ALL rehearsals combined together!! wahahah! wenyi said that. and i so totally agree.. okay. but i'm a violist. viola. not violin. so.. oh wel.. haha then later wong passed me the score for the Beethoven symphony no.8. sigh.. this marks my last TO rehearsal. quite a memorable one though. will be looking forward to further challenges in future! crys and vic! two of you faster join okayyy!=) okie this is going out to all 2mers. GOOD LUCK FOR EXAMS! i'll pray for you all. okay! gtg now! dad----- nightiesy
11:20 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
today i found the key to the door of mysteries
made a decision which would begin a new life for me
today. i declare a new birth.
of a new citizenship.
a new path to take.
11:29 PM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
today's entry in specially dedicated to a great bunch of people.
one who has lead me this far, thought me so much, gave me so much. made me a happier person. brought joy to my life. brought laughter and noise, rubbish and crap.. gave me such a good year so far.
yes it's you. the 2M crapbaggers! i want to thank each and everyone of you wholeheartedly for the birthday present! it was certainly the most innovative one i've ever had in my entire life! and of course, the sickest one too(raises eyebrows). but that's besides the point, i was really at a loss for words when i saw AND read it. yup i want to dedicate to each of you a personal message from me. right here..
okay in alphabetical order...
April: aprilapril. cant think of any nickname for you at the moment. cos we usually call you by april. you're really weird at times!you like talking to yourself ALOT. especially in that funny accent! and you're one innocent girl. so guai one=) and yup. smallville rocks! one of the few i find whose so nuts over that show. haha okay we'll both strive to grow taller okay. we'll Do it! we'll reach there! set okay? ahahah stay cute!
Cheryl/stinky blinky/cherly/yengteeng: BFFBFFBFF. my dear cehryl. she broke the guiness world of records by having 766 eyelids! hahaha this girl is really weird and BLUR! she likes to show the expression whereby your eyes are half closed. no 3/4 closed. it looks really funny! and your hair is for some reason, really shiny.wonder what shampoo you use! ahahah yes you look better with contacts girl. and you're smartt.always do so well one! yup thanks for helping to bring me closer to God and understanding and knowing him better. you rock gurl. love ya too!
Crystal/Cryssie?strawberrry!:hey crys, ahah have been good friends with you sine last year! because of violin. wouldn't forget the numerous technique classes we had together, copying chord answers and all that, and a very memorable time in ensemble.. talking. relating my secrets to ya and telling you my innest thoughts. yup. you never told anyone.. makes ya a really trusting person.ahahahah i love watching you dress up! come my house again and i'll lend you clothes=) stay that cute strawberry you'll always be!
Denise/dee: you ah!whenever you see me the first thing you'll do is make that sound Donkey does in shrek 2, and will do it again and again, and i'll TRY to do until my lips go dry and in vain and STILL can't do that sound! haiya! but nevermind. yup.we used to sit at the back row in the class with mingy and write lotsa letters to each other and stuff.still remember the time you kept complaining to me about being phoneless! and you're one hell of a shopper!not a bad thing lah.your taste is nice!not like some people. ahaha! roch on gurl!
Eliza'elizoooo:eliza! you're nuts! early in the morning the first thing you'll come up and do is to slap me, or beat me real hard and give me a bad shock! then the sleepy me will be like 'huh'.ahah! and you like to laugh at me and say "zhiwei you're so weird" or "zhiwei you're so funny" hahaha yup. yes i'll never forget that concert whereby you guys were like 'yellow gurl!' and kept stealing all my roasted peanuts! FRESHLY roasted peanuts! ahahah! hey,hope you become a great flutist next time!or fi you already are.. stay lizoooish!
Geraldine/ger/potato/gorilla: geraldine tay lee gen ah. ahhaah this is one sexy gurl. trust me she looks REALLY hot in jeneeferlopiz's bikini! ahahahahah! i wouldn forget the time you ran into the toilet with guava juice spilling on your huge left leg, you were screaming and asking me to go to the MALE toilet to take tissue for you! im like wth! but the nice me did it in the end=)(of cos there weren't anyone inside) yes and you're really crappy!like to act bi and all that.. i like to tie your hair! trust me, you look better with your ponytail really high up. you're really tall too! hate standing next to you! ahhaha kepp your SUSILO craze going and continue being our v own crappy_ger!(good luck with the ukelele. though those ppl spoilt it=()
ming'en/mingyy: mingyy.mingoo.one special who stood by me ever since the day i entered 1D! ahhaha./ no you're NOT my doppelganger! and no you don't look like a dragon. that's for sure. yup you know almost all my everything because i always confide in you because we have much in common and you're a great listener. yes.still remember how Poh had to put us at the 2 diagnals of the class sitting..=s.sigh.you're really full of MINGYNESS! very comical! the way you do things,sends me laughing tiill i DROP! hope you'll always be that friend there to help and guide me along yar? hahah=)thanks for the story i had a really GOOD laugh. ronaldo christiano still rocks! and so do you. love ya! (fbtsssssss)
muriel/mu*/cow: MURIEL RUTH MANNING. you have en extremely LOUD laugh you know. and you're always full of fun and laughter and excitement. ahahah yesyesyes. lest do our speical pattern! whereby we sway to the left and right,back and forward, THEN roll eyes! the specila one(hahah hints mu you know my meaning) yes.whenever i sleep in class you'll kick my chair! and jerk me awake. and you always tease me! haiyo. really pray you can get that metal thing off your chest soon, and you'l not need to wear that black jacket anymore..okay. i'll remember the ten reaons you gave me gurl. its in my file! god bless you. algebra rocks! hahaah. (mooooooooooooooooooo)
nureen/reeno: my neighbour! always send you home and you'll tell me to drop you at the slope so i never get to see your house! you silly gurl.you'e so small, but yet you have SUCH a loud voice!omg! even my MUM was stunned ahahhaha. and a really piercing one too.yes thanks Mrs Hassan for sending me home that few times.. and please tell her i DONT look like sareh!we're completely different! aahaha and yes.learn those aerobic steps from her to grow taller.you're really funny too,like to turn back your chair to look at what i'm doing then turn back again.. so funny! nice hair colour thouh=)continue being proud of being a pakistanI! rhinooo!
Sarah/sarae/sarah NEH:sarae! you were the one who started the stupid g string craze! aiyo>stiil remember the time you and u were like, asking me 'what string is this?' on the violin. and i just said g.fell right into your nasty trap!aiya!stupid me should have thought before i talked. hahaha this girl is a control freak!everything must be spick and span.and disciplined.but its good in a way..especially to people like me. haha!yup you like telling me about your mum and sis.they're really cool peopl!just like ya! ahhaah/ thanks for all the good times we had together! and your efforts in waking me up=))
ok am i done?should be all already right?
ahahha.. people.. whether g string or beauty world or cine or anything! these memories wiill always stay in my heart.good ones.wouldn forget the feeling of warmth when i was with you guys..giving me support and teasing me and everything. ahahah! yup. i meant what i said in Ms Tan's class okay! all of you are of a sentimental value to me. thanks for the present! its very nice. and colourful and creative. lastly just wanna remind ya all again.. I LOVE YA!
i'll never forget you guys.
:)
11:11 PM
Thursday, September 16, 2004
hi i'm having MEP prac. nono i finished mep prac already. it was fine. just a few wrong notes here and there but shouldn be TOO bad on the whole larh i suppose. hmmmx. mu's flicking muh hair!aiya!
mu, btw, really really rocks. -muriel RUTH manning.g.g.g.
i didn say that! *hands up* ahahahah
i played mozart 5th a major 1st movement. boring piece. horror of horrors mrs ong was [mu played the dussek and fibich songs they are, fyi, both czech]ok mu is mutilating my post. whats with her and this CZECH craze ah well. oh mrs ong was playing that song during math and i freaked out! ask her to change track! wahahahha.
havent been going online these few days..only to find my tagboard like.haha fillled.okay they're not insults. its okay. haiya, sometimes i just wish i could turn back the past! just like how you turn your metronome with that silver keyy thingy.(random thought: g string g string--zhiway)-Muriel) she typed it! not me ah. im not so psycho. i am not psycho--mu. haiyo. she's interrupting me! okay. back here. if only time could be like a clockwork mouse and you just hafta turn and choose where you'd want to restart form again.. then maybe. it'd be better now? haha. just a thought. last time i did things without thinking of the circumstances.without thinking how it'd affect others and or it would be like in the future..i never pictured out the whole thing. i just went ahead with my wishes..its like.its better than having NOTHING happened at all than it happening And hurting. at least if it didn start, it wouldn go deeper. even though i want to end it right now.. i guess only time can. yup. words cant really express how i feel now. its sorta neutral? they say the world is never fair. but some things are equal. you do something bad, something bad happens to you. you do a good deed, a good deed is inturn, passed back to you. i might have to make some sacrifices..to make up for the past.which means losing things i have now..but well,its made to be? if i think it this way, i wouldn feel any loss at all.i won't. though i don't.,. okay i dont think many people know what i'm talking about. muriel is playing FUR ELISE! hahahahahahahhaa. i have to rush my mep composition! sighhh. looks like i wouldn be able to finish this today arhh.
muriel change song already! if we hold together...
its a real nice song! hahaha. makes you wanna cry. no not cry.. just tear. think and feel. ahahha music makes the world! music brings people of all forms of life together... (music gives ms tsien a job)-muriel mannign, agagagagga!i agrEEE. no its not just music. its erm. BELL RANG SCHHOOL ENDS BYEE!!!
1:19 PM
Thursday, September 09, 2004
hello. basically staying at home is just boring...
you know what. i haven't completed my CIP hours!!! oh marn!!!
hey you guys have you all done it? if you're gonna do one day let me know k so i can tag along..
yup. aiya really nothing to say tag tomrrow cya!
11:48 PM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
hello!
you know since i'm grounded days are supposed to be loooong and boring right. but today wasn't so bad! it was quite special! you know.. just an hour can really brighten your day up. cool! you just gotta figure out a way to.
hmmm mum says she may bring me and sis out tomorrow to watch a movie? haiyo she wants to take us out to watch something and doesn't allow me to go out with friends! sighh=(
but hey means its good in the sense i didn't watch garfield yesterday.. watched this action movie called the bourne supremacy.. well i can't exactly remember the details cos erm wasn't exactly paying attention. i know it's unsual of me to not pay attention in a movie cos like i keep wanting to know what happens next? (ahahah ming remember me pestering you*) but erm.. somethings kinda draw muh attention away but hahaha. i wasn really paying attention.. some jason bourne guy's wife was dead and there was a whole lot of people after him and he didn't get caught blahblah dunno la.
sigh sis screwed her exam, nervous haiyo. oh well nvm la.
okie gtg nights!
10:57 PM
Monday, September 06, 2004
yawn! hey guess what..
muh parents let me out today! yeah! hahaha well i think they probably felt kind and decided to let me out.. but its jus for today i guess. hmx but its good enough i should be thankful.
this morning i slept and got up rather late.. then went to do work! no actualyy i was helpin sis with her sight reading.. her exam's tomorrow btw. and i'm really praying hardd that she'd pass it. and her aural.. she still doesn know her chords even after going for technique class like for the past year. sighh dunno what to do with her. all the best.
oh ya thanks for all the wishes people! haha.
sigh gtg dad.
hmmm... gonne be doing some thinking tonight.
hey thanks fer making my day! =)
11:49 PM
okay... its past midnight. im one year older.im getting old. *checks for white hair* wahahah kidding. well this year i'm not exactly gonna have a very happy birthday i suppose? but ah well things will pass and get for the better i hope. yupp. life is full of ups and downs so just wanna shoutout to you guys to treasure what you have yah? =) cya! gtg
1:24 AM
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