Wednesday, June 30, 2004
havent tagged for so long.
simply because----- doing holiday homework! yes. and is till have the Racism report to finish by tomorrow.. and to finalise my review which is due tomorrow. and hopefully i don't have to present tomorrow.. ah..
in the school comp lab now. oh here comes the bell.. going for lunch. will tag mayve on thursday lah.. ok cya peeps
1:35 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
well.. got up real early and took a bus down to VCH for reh. it was a technical rehearsal this time.. so they like went through all the stuff and programmes.. yup not bad. we're doing and progressing well.. and its like. rehearsal itme seems to go on real fast, not like school rehearsals which totally seem like eternity.. and is real sian and boring. yes.
they went through programmes.. and as usual we had to stay backstage. and as USUAL charlotte yap simin was down with her crap again. yes.. talking about *****. ehem. luckily she was too engrossed reading her book otherwise i think i'll be suffering form a mouth jaw dislocation now. crazy woman.
so after that i went with the other mg ppl for lunch at raffles city.. BK. yup. after lunch decided to walk around with crys for a while.. walked to citylink mall.. then met timonthy and daniel coming from the other direction. wahah! then they were like "walk together lah!". so ok.. strolled along.. then i suggested to walk to esplanade cos i wanted to see the river! lame right.. but like though i've been there so many times have never seen the esplanade bay. yes.. its a nice place. for the first time in my life the whole esplanade seemed so empty and quiet. because usually it'd be filled with lots of people on concert nights. so yes.. it felt kinda stranged. so when we reached the river, i saw the merlion. and i'm like "let's go there!" then they all were like 'siao ah'. ahha. have to cross the whole highway to reach the other side.. so walked back to the MRT station. crys taking mrt back herself! (so proud of you gurl). then went with the other on the red line and dropped at newton. took bus back.. then reh again. sian.
reached home and took a nap. dead beat man.
then read a few pages of my chinese book and got sick of it so stopped.
ahha.. ok..
problems left unsolved. and questions still hovering around me..
but time will settle it i hope.
we'll leave it to fate.
destiny...
night
11:47 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
"If you got girl problems or whatever you son, I've got 99 problems but a BITCH AINT ONE" Jay Z
not really in a good to blog or do anything.. really bothered by some stuff. and it really wonders me how some people are able to put up such a false front and stab you in the back. it's sick. seriously.
dig out stuff form you and keep theirs to themselves.. what's their motive?
why? why like this?
and must you tell everything going on your life to another? everyone's has gotta have their privacy don't they. you do have a choice don't you?!
and yeah, if i did say or do anything that you know i shouldn't have said, then i'm sorry. i apologise. if it's pissing you off..
night
thanks
don't think i could've pulled through without you..
but we did.
thanks=)
10:51 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
didn blog yesterday cos was real busy..
not much. went for reh. this time it was held at ccab.. the attendance in whole was bad. because like the RJC people had the 'noteworthy' concert coming.. and the others. i don't know. but oh well.. don't think the pianist plays very well.. well not that it's bad. it's soft. no weight. get my meaning? so it doesn't gel in well with the orch as a whole. andris. i think you can play better lor. haha. during breaktime stupid charlotte was crapping around with her usual crap again. "party hats. party hats. " haiyo!!
today was boring..
didn't do much. other than given chinese herb soup and increasing calcium. urgh.
okay gtg dad.
nights
=)
11:47 PM
Sunday, June 20, 2004
hey guys.. not much happened. oh well. i read a lil story.. and would like share it with you. yes.
some of you may have already read it.. but oh well. gere's for those who haven't.
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THe greatest love of all
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Magaret's boyfriend Paul proposed. while happy, she was hesitant. She and her boyfriend seemed so different. They decided to talk a little walk along the beach to discuss the marriage and its importance. When they reached the far end of the beach and were about to begin their return journey, Magaret glanced down and noticed that their footprints had washed out ot the sea. Turning to Paul, she said,"Well, if our married life is to be like this, we don't stand much of a chance."
Paul replied,"When things are tough for me, you will help me-and when things are tough for you, I'll help you."
THey continued walking, until Magaret glanced down again and saw that only one set of footprints had washed out to the sea. Again, Magaret suggested that their life together didn't appear to have much of a future. THis time Paul responded by gently lifting her up in his arma and carrying her along the beach. Finally, he set her down and said;"Magaret, I want to impress upon you that when life is so bad that we can't seem to help each other, God will carry us." Then, pointing to the single set of footprints the two of them had just created, Paul added,"If you just lookrf at the srt of tracks we just made, you couldn't tell that I carried you-but i did."
Magaret found his words and the thoughts behind it very beautiful. That night she couldn't sleep, so she got up and wrote these words:
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. he also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once i decided to follow you, you'd have to walk with me all the way. But i have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. i don't understand why when i needed you most you would leave me."
The Lord replied,"My precious, precious child. I love you and I would never leave you. During those times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that i carried you."
Magaret Rose Powers
Yup, a really nice piece. Has a love story of its own. The author called the piece "Footprints". IT can be found on plaques,cards and jewellery. Its power lies in the message-the message of the greatest love of all.
Oh, yes they did marry.
haha!
i think it's really sweet.. the story in whole. and it strongly reminds me of the song "I will Carry You" by clay aiken. haha..
went east coast park today! brings back so much memories man.. ahha winks. then me, xian, yewting, jiaying, zhiling, xin, jiahua, yun, xiuling, xuan were cycling around.. renting both single and double seaters. calvin was supposed to come.. but heard he had some church camp thingy, so oh well. yewting came with this new hairdo, like he just came out of a washing machine! haha. hey but not bad eh. so.. new hair yewting. =)
played frisbee later on.. then volleyball. stuff you always do at the beach. got a little tan.. haha!
then went home.. what else right.
got daddy his father's day gift! haha.
2 packs of peanuts.
oh well gtg now nights
11:04 PM
yes not much today..
was dressed in all black. cos of the photoshoot in school.. and it was freaking hot. so dropped my sister of at ccab.. then mum zoomed to mgs. and yes the cast members were already there.. saw amy and ducky and the rest, was chatting to them till rachel came. then i realised i left my make-up set in the car. oh well.. zab came. grace.. blahblah.
then we went up to the hall.. took a few. it ended earlier than we thought.. so i managed to give rachel a ride back to ccab cos she gotta go for YO. at the same time take a peek at muh sis! and see erm.. people.. my friends. and yah.. friends.. hahha*
sis was DAMN blur. and yah i looked dman weird in black.. like a witch like my mum says. yup then went back.. and slept. till 7. 3 hours.. kena shock.
oh well.. nights
seeingyou
isjust..
sonice!!!
12:04 AM
Friday, June 18, 2004
hi.
whole ay of musical rehearsals.. it blasting me. playplayplay.. non stop. slept late last night.. like 2.30am? haha. but yes. got there on time cos dad was on the way to work so he hadta drop me off. at least now i'm more familiarised with the whole script and how it goes.. wonder when we'll able to start working with the chorus and casts. interesting.. first time playing in such a production. and yes..
super ms tsien told us the attire for the photoshoot today. means i wouldn't be going for TO tomorrow. oh well.. heck. pon then pon lah. so me, zab, rachel and grace had to rush down to west mall to go get a black blouse.. and after trying and fitting many.. finally came to a decision. i wouldn't say a very good buy.. but alright for desperados like us haha. my mum says the sleeves are nice, and that black is the perfect outfit for a witch. huh..... Zab,'i don't mind! can go hogwarts!' looooll..
boring lah.
getting tired. gotta snooooze. night peeps.
why can't you just let go?
11:43 PM
Thursday, June 17, 2004
hello..
really tired these days.
you knows those nights you just sit there.. dreaming.. thinking.. stoning.. staring at the ceiling..
things like that can actually go on for hours... it's worth the time actually. finding your mind drifting in somewhere else..
oh well.
yes wouldn't be having viola for 3 weeks because Ernie's leaving for chicago again.. as he always does so at that this itme of the year. that means.. slack? =p. haha! yes rehearsals reh more rehs..
hope the thing comes along well so we can cut one of the reh. it's really tiring. today the trumpets and clarinets really pissed soonlee off.. they had all these major solo parts and neither could play anything near good. actually he does have quite a good temper.. just talking and not blowing up like many others would.
yar..
came home with crys. and her mum came haha.. buying loads of food! oh wlel. thanks auntie. i couldn't eat dinner after that! haha!
yawn...
there'sonlyonewhocangivemethisspecialfeeling
justone
nomore
11:32 PM
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
woah so tired!
kk its like boom.. woke up for musical prac. then i couldnt find my score lah. k.. as usual. left my house on the rehearsal starting time.. taking for granted the short distance from mi house to school lol. oh well. practise was O-K. yups.. had fun chatting with the others and fooling around with the pieces. mrs chan was conducting.. then went KAP with zab, rachel, grace, cherie. then rach gave us a lift to acsi for MEp conc reh. yes.. our conductor's lim soon lee. he's good! really. i mean.. what he did to improve us in 3 hours is what chua could've done in 3 months. i was impressed.. yes. the rodes was a little messy in the beginning lah. then.. he cleaned it up. yes and in 2 hours.. poof.
pomp and circumstance went well! haha soonlee was impressed and said he could've given us a harder piece! yay.. haha. nice piece.. stuff they always play for world peace lah.. but yes. grand. and can be very touching also.
then gave crys a lift home. yes and was damn tired. slumped on the bed...
and heere i am.
got lesson tomorrow
gtg now byeeee
whee!loveyounight
11:12 PM
Monday, June 14, 2004
haha.
ok will talk about the trip first yeah..
yes had horrible food on the plane.. saltish noodle thingy. haha. went there.. there was a huge traffic jam on the way to the hotel. yes and as soon as we arrived, dumped stuff, we left. yes for the shopping mall! i mean.. thats the whole point isn it. ahha! ok once we stepped it, those mums went charging to the silk shop.. heard they wante dot choose cloth to sew a blouse and dress or somehting. woah.. i was damn bored. skulked off with dad to go walk around. yup.. then mum went to another shop and bought a pair of shoes lol. soon after we left lah, for MBK. yes, shopper's paradise haha. had steamboat for dinner. then toured the place.. things were quite cheap. but that was only the beginning.. we had yet to see the rest haha. not much.. bought some stuff.. then went back, tried walking on my mum's shoes. and yes the stupid heel was so high.. my leg fell off and the leather strap bent. ankle was damn pain! almost sprained it. then mum saw the bent leather of her brand new shoes and started yelling at me. haha! ok. wonder when am i gonna get this walking on high-heels tactic right. hmmxxx. maybe i'll ask.. denise? lol!
today...
went for MEP conc audition. it was okay. well... not much.
and yes... listening to my fav song now.
can anyone gueess what it is?
i'll give you 2 bucks if it's right haha.
=) nights!
gladtoyouhaveyoubackinhere.
hugs
11:01 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
helooooo..
im in bangkok now. haha. yes. spent a whole ton of money...
and yes. well.. not a bad trip after all.. haha.
ok lah shall go into detail on my next entry or when i have time..
gtg cya peeps!
IMISSYOU!
byes
3:07 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2004
hello at te airport.. yesyes
free internet service ahha. oh wells.
not much larh, just slept real late last night cos likee was downloading stuff and yes i practised a little.. then ate some stuff and went to sleep! lol.
crazy right..
boring here. mum and aunts hanging around the duty free shops looking for like face cream.. blahblah.
the usual.
oh well..
just wanted to say farewell!
takkaire people..
i'lbethinkingofyou..
everysecond..
everywhere
dotakecare
=)
7:58 AM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
hello..
haha. today had violin again. and met charlotte there. yes she was on the way to town.. going with her mum to watch harry potter! as usual.. that silly girl and her silly jokes. =) haha
oh yes.. ms yao heard my grieg. and the beginning part is really hard to get.. that soft part. considering i'm not the kind that manages soft stuff really well you know. yes.. tried so many times still cannot. and she lent me her super bow! and omg it sounded SO much better! haha. i want it... its having a discount and hardly any left.
DAD I WANT IT!!!
he was telling me.. 'you never practise. and when the thrill of having that bow is gone. wouldn't all the money spent be wasted? and who knows blahblah'
haiya....
bow only what. will persuade him further.
oh well..
can someone help update me on thurs and fridays happy fish episodes?
i wanna know!
ok leaving tomotrrow... like 6am.
haha.
cya peeps! gonna miss you guys.
dont miss me!
nomatterthedistance..
i'llalwaysbewithyou....
inmyheart..
10:55 PM
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
yupyup got up early this morning.. had viola lesson.
yes tee khoon sat in; small and cute lil young lady. ahha.. she's back for the summer vacation and a good friend of Ernie's i heard.
so yes.. she gave comments. said i neede to practie the whole of Kreutzer 10 in martele stroke.. at the frog. its like..argh! oh well. then yup played my Bach suite 3. first time playing.. so had some phrasing stuff to be fixed. but yep. the lesson went quite okay la. overall. and yes she did get a shock after knowing some stuff..
so i went home and slacked the whole day away.. was feeling really tired. yawn.. took a lil nap in the afternoon. then yar lor.. watched tv at night as usual. and here i am blogging..
packing stuff though.
going away on thurs early morning! haha
anyone wants anything? let me know i'll try and get it for you. yups. ok nights!
you'reapig!
adearlilone=)
nights
11:35 PM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
helloo peeps.
haha ok shall talk about those few days..
well yesterday.
not much.. just kinda tired in the morning when i woke up. cos like.. got kinda worried that night over some stuff. and i really hope things can be cleared soon.. sigh this is so complicating.
then went for violin lor.. haha. and yes got a little scremed at cos i still havent got my notes right. oh well.. ms yap lent me her bow which costs like over 1k? its lie.. omg.. compard to mine. hers made of sum funny name wood.. with fine grains. and mine is like.. one whole block of wood. and her bottom of the bow is made of TORTOISE SHELL (winks*). and the shiny part of mother of pearl.. i want that bow! but oh well.. parents wun want.. besides.. im not up to it. and i dont need it la.. so ok. erase that.
today...
woke up tired agina. worrying again. but felt much better after the help of some..
then slacked the afternoon away.
then.,..
went temasek club to swim
came home and watched harry potter on tv.. was surfing with channel U at the same time.
haha!
ok la..
gtg.
getting late!
justwanttohearyou'refine..
that's alliaskfor
night
11:29 PM
Friday, June 04, 2004
in mum's office now and am real tired.
YAWN
3:44 PM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
hello.
ahha.. quite a happening day la.
well i woke up and did work! ok la.. a little beet of work. and started reaidng my lit book alrady. 3 chapters! usually i fall asleep before the second. *praises myself*
haha.. then went out. ok before that was waiting to see if my friend could make it. and yar i waited and waited and NO message. kinda worried something happened.. then realised none of my messages were sent! i tried sending with my sister's phone and my phone did not recieve it. panicking.. i restarted my phone. and yes all the messages came bombing in.. wth! i was omg.. so yup at like 4 i rushed down lor. haha! sorry k! then watched shrek2.. its damn funny! especially the starintg.. and yes. the normal ending.. happily ever after!. haha. cute la. puss in boots lol.
got home.
and yes the cold war has finally come to and end..
while being yelled at to eat my fruits.
phone functioning again.
not bad a day! haha.
thanks to some people who have helped brightened it up=)
hisorryagain!
thanksforeverything
feelingsomuchbetterwithyourpresence..
andlookforwardtofeelingitagain!
iloveyou
night
11:29 PM
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
yawn..
stupid.
still having this kinda cold war thing with parents. well not exactly, but when i ask someting, they dao. argh...
please get over this soon.
by tomorrow
pleasepleaseplease
haiz.
went for viola in the morning. ernie was commenting hoe down was a retarded piece. and like ;why does everyone like it so much?!' wahah! then he was rattling that he had to play the buckaroo holiday piece in eastman, but was excused cos he was hurt. then he talked about how disgisting the viola part was.. and that it was really crappy. 'Copland does not compose very good music for orchestra' lol! and when i told him about us having to play a string stuff on g sring for pomp and circumstance.. he just said'some of these composers don't know what they're wirting'lol! so funny! laughed.. dad came late. he had work. so stoned around his living room for sometimes..
went home and did some stuff. wanted to go jog but it started to rain in the evening,,
ya. thats about it la.
haiz.
whydidifallforyou?
andwhyamiseeminglyfallingmoreforyoueverysecond?
incredible..
howthisworks=)
11:06 PM
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