Monday, May 31, 2004
sigh..
things not going very well..
but gotta get over it rights.
oh well.
thks to ThoSE *wonderful* people who helped me pass those troubles..
haah. yesterday.. wait i cant really remember. oh yes, not much. went for group lesson then grandmas house. spent 30 bucks of my 59 buck MPH voucher. on BOOKS! haha. but in e end i think it'll be my sis reading it anyway lol. oh well, ate. grandparents were kinda pissed cos we went so late. sorry =s.
today ah.. morning went aunt jenns house. then she was blabberring on about like.. healthy food eating habits. and we were listening to morning madness on the radio.. haikel is SO darn crappy! my goodness. but its really morning MADNESS la haha=). not a very good morning. then went SIM for lunch again.. followed by going for tuition. argh.. needa buck up on my studies man. haiz. stuck in the room for a couple of hours. then aunt muihoon gave me a lift home..
the normal.
7 o clock show.. then surfed channels for a while.
went up to do some stuff.
wanted to practise but didn in the end.
haha
got lesson tomorrow
early in the morning 9 o clock.
oh well...
yawn..
the song every other time rocks! ahha
getting a little fever.. stupid.
sometimes..
justknowingyou'rethereforme
canreallychangemymood
forthosetimes
ireallyfeellikethehappiestgirlintheworld
tohaveyou..
inme
everywhere=)
11:42 PM
Saturday, May 29, 2004
woah the whole science things finally over!
haha.
actually those few days were quite fun la. we were just slacking away like mad.. chatting. gossiping. going to other booths to bombard their notebooks and listening to music and watching movies.. lol! haha. sorry for the inconvenience we caused though..
haha this morning went there. jo and wanpin werent there cos they were away on holiday. switzerland and bangkok seperately.. haha. a few more visitors la.. yesterday the whole st nicks level was there! got to see all my old frans! mel pearlyn jana and many others.. noticed many changes too haha. oh well. yeah was damn pissed yesterday.. freak. thanks to some people.. throwing my stuff around. very funny yeah.
when the thing ended.. loaded our stuff and went back to school, only to know we could not claim back our project items because its said to be ehem 'school property'. saw friends therestil in the chinese camp. later went to SIm for lunch. then went home.. was real tired so took a nap la. then went aunt jenns..
quite a good night. nice weather. nice songs. nice feeling..
oh well. looks like this is gonna be quite a packed holiday
but yar will always make time for stuff i wanna do.
talkingtoyoueachdayjustseemstoimproveeverythingaroundme..
night
11:26 PM
Thursday, May 27, 2004
oh man..
ok i shall start from this morning. had to report at like 7.30am at tjc for the briefing.. cos we got bronze! yay! ok la.. wanna congrats the other teams too! the ones who got gold and silver! so cool! we got gold silver bronze. yeah=) woah so early.. slept and had breakfast in the car. reached there and saw sleepy ariel standing there. with melkoh. haha. had to wear blazer cos of the opening ceremony.. and my toes were really painful lor. cos of stupid court shoes. there were actually other schs who wore track shoes to go along with it. haha. then we proceeded on.. went to sit at the other side of the audi cos like the cranky woman didn let us occupy that row which no one sat on. =S. so we were playing around at the booth la. had to leave back for school soon because had to go watch that piano recital by thomas hecht. got our packet lunch and took a cab back with sandra jo and mrs lam. got back.. went to get our report books. as expected, i didn get any fantastic marks or whatsoever.. not all that lousy. but just not satisfiying at all.. oh well. let's dorp that. ok the recital was so boring.. the songs sounded so weird. except the last one which was ok. more of i wasn feeling very well actually. haiz.. so burnt after these few days. its gonna drag till sat lor. hope to get a good rest after. then had the masterclass.. saw shirin andris and valene play! well done peeps! you all so pro! liked the brahms song.. very flowing.. seems like people go for comtemporary pieces eh. then it ended.. saw some syo ppl around. walked with zab over bridge cos mum was waiting there liao..
went home..
ha a loooong lecture form parents. as expected. sigh..
i deserve it *cconks my head*
some things are so easily said.. but some people never think about what others would actually feel when they say that.. sigh.
why can't they just spare a thought for others.
dinner tv.. then did some practising. hacent done so for the whole week.
haha.. tomorrow dont have to reach that early la. about 9. so i can sleep a lill later.
"since you can't control yourself, i'll have to handle you."
-_- whatever..
sometimesireallywonderhowthings'dwithoutyou..
withoutyoubymyside..
withoutknowingyourpresence..
becausethen..
lifewouldnbewhatitis.
thankyousomuch
yawn.
11:35 PM
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
i'm so darn tired. haiz was at temasek jc the whole day because of the science thing.. reported at school. whole school was at macritche. set up stuff. then went down in a chartered bus.. haha. bus brought us to tampines junior college. wth! oh well. reached. then set up our stuff.. then rehearse rehearse rehearse. then went for lunch.. all of us bought ice cream. and proceeded to canteen for lunch. foo'd ok la. had a drink.. then we were making our way back. when wan pin wanted to sit on that electric chair thingy. so she went on it.. we all held on.. when the clock tihngy reached 617 votes. she jumped out of the chair.. and went oohoohooh! lol!
then we laughed like mad..
went back rehearserehearse
judges.
judging.
they wre quite nice actually. then dad came and give joanna, sandra and mrs lam a lift back! he went to temasek POLY! wth!
oh well.. went home and slacked.
not much la.
wouldn some people ever just freaking stop spreading about other people's stuff?
seriously. stop it.
sometimesitjustseemssoamazing...
howyourpresencejustseemstobrightupeverything.
howsepakingtoyoujustbringsjoytome
howlovingyou..
couldbe..
so...
night
11:17 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
woah damn tired!
so burnt!
slept late last night.. apparently sorting out some stuff la. listening to a whole load of stories. oh well.. woke up. bathed because i felt so tired.. really needed to wake myself. yah and had a damn horrible morning la. that stupid teacher.. or whatever she's called was out to suan me. by bombing a whole load of questions on my project.. i mean. hello, is it my oroject or yours? duh i know it better than you do right? yah and for musical pracs i really cant make it sometimes. not that i think im too good or whatever crap.. so yah. please get your facts right. had some geog thing. which was real boring. went around with val to search for flowery stuff to decorate the hanger thingy.. at eleven i went to meet mrs poh an d the rest of the group members to do our last touch ups and print our posters and all. judging is tomorrow! goodness. ok got those art stands.. discussed. made changes, practised speech. then in the afternoon i had to rush off for dental appointment. ahha.. had lunch in the car. a light one. was almost dying of starvation. haha.. changed teeth.. it was so dirty! oh well. then flew back to school for musical prac. dont wanna kena again. went home.. tiredstinkydirty. ate bathed.. the usual.
still cant find my zhuo ye.
oh well.
to all blackmoreans.. good luck for cross country tomorrow!
do us proud k!
yarp.
going off now.
thanksforalwaysbeingthereformetorelyon...
justthinkingofyoubrightensupmyday
cya
10:53 PM
Monday, May 24, 2004
woah..
didn go to school because of TO concert. dunno if it's good or bad lah.. but oh well things were ok. dad fetched me there cos he was on the way to work. went there really early and was surprised to see zabmavisjonkoh and a few others there already. was still munching on my last bit of cheese! haha. oh well. then we were looking at all the pictures of people. looking out for certain people.. ehem. wahaha. oh well. its so dumb.. i dont plan to give mine at all but that sharon person keeps on pestering us. walau so irritating! she's so young so fierce already.. *shrugs*. ok then we went clementi.. the first time its not some school in woodlands or bedok or changi or punggol or some weirdd place. hha. the hall was ok.. it was really cooling because i took a bath in the morning.. and my hair's way shorter than before. so yeah! whee and charlotte was like standing right in front of the fan.. haha. and it's because of her i'm having mouthjawaches from laughter. charlotte ah. you're so darn funny! omg lor! yar and she has an obsession with that martin boy. lol! ok we played those pieces.. woah it was damn sian. played os many times already/so slack. the kids were all little ones.. so cute! haha. ok la.. then we moved on. had lunch at that place.. food was horrible. i only ate the chicken. charlotte treated me to 100plus!yeah.and they were playing chess with the HUGE board.. havent touched the board for so long i noticed! really brings back those memorries i had at those chess comps. haiz. wonder if i'll ever take part in any again... i really learnt a great deal of stuff from the peeps there and trainings! haha.=)
moved on to another green school. charlotte was saying that these two SYO people: ***** and ********* are very matching because one has big boobs and the others like a KILLER, syo ppl! you know my meaning! the problems that the first ones a guy and the others a girl.. not the other way round. omg lor.. how amusing! laughed my head off. but aiya,, shant be mean. crapped around in the bus.. yar.. passed msgs around with jonlim. hope things do be cleared soon. haiz. yar and charlotte's parents represented s'pore in karate! woah! haha. laughed my head off again when seh wad demonstrating her MACHO skills. ehem. ok finally reached CCAB. packed stuff. then made for bus stop.. haha. finally=)
reached hcjc busstop.
smiled and went off back home..
came home. took a nap.
dinner.
watched that happy fish show.
did some work.
then some bad sutff happened.. shant say. haiz.
ok la.. dad wanna chase me liao. he has something urgent to hand in tomorrow.
so night!
yourpresencejustlightsupmyday...
everymoment
everysecond
night!
11:24 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2004
tired..
woke up.
watched a little tv.
prac-ed a little.
fell asleep on bed holding instru.
went for viola.. was talking to ernie about the concert.
and he was teaching new stuff.
haha i saw the ernie doll they gave him! so funny! its a chiicken dancer. so it shows an ernie in a chiicken costume. couldn stop laughing. and gossiped a little. talked about people and all.. yup quite a good lesson. no lesson next week though.
went toapayoh there and cut my hair! mrs ong, happy? haha its like so puffy now k! the hairstylist didn cut the way i wanted but the style she thought was 'suitable' for me.. its like. aiya ok la anything. so went home with that puffed up hair and maid got a shock when she saw it! lol. i think i look.. like.. a ballooon! oh well.
haiz cant go sch tomorrow.. feel kinda bad la. the math trail and class chapel and all..
sorry peeps.
not much to say here.
takkaire ppl.
fallingdeeperin...
itsincreasingmoreeverysecond..
=)
11:32 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2004
tired!
woke up so early cos of TO concert.
then dressed and had breakfast in the car. reached there and saw junqi coming out.. so walked up with her. haha everyone was taking their own sweet time to like take out instrument and scores and to get on stage.. so TO like. haah so i was chatting a little with zab.. didn know me. then we went to rehearse.. tried so many times still couldn't get the last part of that song right. ohwell. ok crapped around alot with charlotte. she is SO FUNNY! oh my goodness charlotte you're so OBSERVANT! ok fine maybe that thing was laid just in front of you.. but oh well. ok la.. chatted with wenyi and christine also. then concert.. filled with those little kiddies and ulu pandan school people. haha yellow skirt one.. anyone any idea what school? then at the end. i got invited into the male dressing room for some 'interrogation' by jonathan lim.ehem. and ty was the witness. haha i hope things'll be cleared soon.. so. then went for violin. no went for lunch first. at sakae sushi/ nice! then went taka to the glasses shop.. cos sis needed a new pair. so i k=just lazed around and found a pair i wanted too.. its time i changed my specs anyway. so spent a whole lot of time in the measuring eye room that i was late for violin! left eye estamatism's bad. violin.. aunty sylvia popped in for a few minutes as usual. haha later went to aunt jenn's. and i fell asleep on the table. dead tired. went home.. bathed. dinner. practised. lesson tomorrow still cant get notes.. argh! ok la. real tired.gonna snooze.
justseemtogetmorecharmedwithyoueachtimeiseeyou
sinkerdeeper...
nights!=)
11:02 PM
Friday, May 21, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI!
haha my darlinggg sis=)
though you can be so irritating and hot tempered at times,
and the big headed sillie who goes bossing me around
and poking me making me squeal
i love you k?
cos you're my wonderful mei! MUAKXZ
haha. today we got our results.. and i woke up at like 7! reaches the quadrangle at 724 i think. 10 seconds before the hymn ended. panting like siao. just dashed all the way.,. and the prefects whom i knew that saw me were like 'jiayou!' haha. i made it la.. yups.
thats how the morning started. then went class. got papers. i didn do wel.. not LOUSy, but not very good lor. kinda depressing.. but i guess the only way is to work harder next semester and like buck up.. june hols. oh well. well then we had recess and celebrated april's birthday! there was this realllly nice bdae cake(brownie) by muriel. thanks it was real yummy and char gave me part of hers.. fudddgy. celebrating today cos muriel's Op is like on tues so not gonna be around on mon. haiz. we'll pray for you! and the vegetable chips were nice too! haha. aiya.. then had class time. slacked around again.. and geraldine was trying to sing in her highest pitch. damn funnay! ok then had math meeting. man. then voted for prefects... went to audi for some. ehem TALK. mg ppl you know you know. haha. ok then went for training.. its getting taxing. comparable to how slack we were last time. and yar there was one part the coach was pissed with me.. ok i was dreaming. urgh well. then was real tired.. went for tuition. came home.. slacked. practised a little. that's about it lor. haha. shall go off now. dad.
takecare.
whatevertheproblems
illalwaysbeheretosupportyou
night!
11:13 PM
Thursday, May 20, 2004
oh man the whole previous post got erased! AMI's showing diane.. eeks i dont like her. haha hope jas gets it, haha. slacked away in school. was playing murderer and polar bear and the button game the whole afternoon. so funny! haha had loads of laughter thanks to those peeps.. rock on ppl=) then we were going thru hcl paper. it was... ok la. like the passage thingy i had quite a number of mistakes lor. haiz
its my sis's bdae tomorrow.. got her the flower thingy me and crys saw at taka the other time.
hope she likes it then.
haha she didn do well for her exams at all.. so feeling kinda down. poorgurl. haiz.. and my mum's pissed so when she's pissed she flares up with the whole world. so like.. but its not too bad this time. watched first part of 50 first dates int eh afternoon after coming back from school. haha i dozed off lor! not because it wasn good.. it was real funny. adam sandler the natural crapper. just that the weather was just horrible and i was so tired.. and lying down in the perfect position for a snooze. so...
zZzzzzZzZz
haha then before that had math meeting.. kelly and sandar weren there cos they had a workshop to attend. luckily me and jo 'survived'! ahha. quite alot to do during the weekend lor. haiz. nvm. its on wed.. just work hard and do it. time really flies though.
haha tomorrow getting exam results.. DIE!
ok dad screaming.
nights!
youcandoit!
llbeherealwaysforyou
loveya
10:45 PM
i can't find my zhuoye!
omg gonna die lor.
lao shi gonna minucs marks!
anyway today was slack..
went thru HCL paper. ok la not too bad but still quite alot of mistakes. no failures though. haha. then the whole afternoon we were playing murderer, button game and polar bear! ok they're real lame stuff but i admit it was fun la=) had loads of laughter from those peeps. haha rock on ppl:) oh man.. sis didn do well for exams so my mum's in a really foul mood today. managed to dish out some time for practise.. haven done so in AGES! feel so guilty. went home.. watched the first part of 50first dates.. then i dozed off! not bcos it wasn like good or anythin just that i was real tired and was lying down.. the perfect position for sleeping. haha. was quarelling with sis for the tv cos she wanted to watch haunted mansion.. but i won. before that had math meeting with mrs poh and mr yeo. oh man kelly and sandra weren there! lucky me and jo 'survived'. haha got quite alot to do during the weekend.. oral presentation and model. judging on wed! omg time really flies.. seems to just whoosh past and never come back. so. watched fear factor.. the drink's real sick. i seriously admire those hard guts of theirs! goodness. watching AMI.. seems jas's gonna be out but i really want her to stay. hope diane goes. eeks. notice changes in people as they move on i in life.. physically. mentally. how sad. oh well.. all things have a good cause. maybe its for the better.. dont know. ah. gtg. dad pestering. night!
youcandoit!loveyou
10:23 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
boo peeps
wahah realli tired
watching american idol.. quite a slack day la. got back MEP. and i was like kinda depressed.. did really badly. "not up to expectations". oh well. whatever... heck. friday we're getitng back results lor.. so freakay. imagine i can like.. i an capable of like suddenly getting all those careless mistakes resulting in really horrible results. haiz. muriel's Op is in like about 1 week.. nono next tues. will pray hard for you mu! hope everythin goes well. oh yar mrs ong is so damn sweet! gave mu this white teddy that must've cost a bomb! and together with this reallly touching card.. wah. mrs ong rawks! muriel. you'll pull thru! will support you all the way. haha. then we went macritche for that practice run.. walau its like. useless! the route is so straight whats there to famliarise. so we just like strolled along, our class was the last one to leave so we were like at the end of the whole thing. sigh.. later cryssie gave me a lift home. yeps thanks crys=). slacked away in the afternoon slept till 7pm. =S
AMI.. i hope diane goes. dont like her! fantasia does have a great voice.. but like she doesn have the american idol look. like clay has.. kinda thing.
chatting.. checking mail. the normal.
haiz.. so packed these few weeks..
so tiring. hope to catch up with my sleep soon.
night ppl
10:19 PM
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
boo.
haha im so tired..
back from masterclass. my fingers were so cold.. screwed the running notes!
oh well.
school was boring
went through sci paper.. i think i didn do very well lor.. counted the marks. not very promising=(ahwell.and they had this health talk thhingy which was like SUPER boring lor! mr ong just ranted on on those heartbeat and pulse and all.. arteries=S. have PBL for science to work on.. this wildlife conservation thingy on whatever pulau ubin build an ecosystem blah. so was in the library for a while..
during lunch had a short talk with rachel and found out some stuff. SOME stuff. gets on people's nerves man. anywasy rach thanks for letting me know=)
had to miss musical prac again.. cos of masterclass. feeling.. guilty.
haiz!
then rushed down without dinner.. so got home starving. dropped by at NTuc to get some stuff.
that's about it.
have to go macritche tomorrow for some.. cross pactice run thingy.
sian!
3+km summore lor.. so tiring. yawn.
ok lar.. shall end here.
haha
nights!
11:02 PM
hey
in the LIB now. doing science thingy.. shall blog while waiting for the server to load. oh well. =)
haha damn tired.. practically slept through the student forum thing. it was completely crap lor.. i mean. after saying everything they are just going one big round... haha. but the floor did get to say sutff la.
went for HCJC concert last night.. with andris, andrea and ty. haha ernie as conducting.. first time seeing him conduct. not bad! that tuxedo he was wearing sure looks familiar. haha ;)they started with the SUK. which was nice,, very soothing.. and the violin solo was ok overall. then a couple of quartets. i like the american in f major.. though it sounds chinese. haha. and andrea kept chanting on and on about arif.. say shes gonna scold him on next syo prac blahblah. amusing=)haha then she was crappping around with those lame jokes. oh well.. then
intermission
saw bev jo those rj peeps. haha. nice seeing you ppl again yeah:)
ok now for the most awaited one.. elgar and HOLST!
elgar's nice.. starts off with a VIOLA. VIOLA. beliveve it=) that e note.. after six quavers the orch joins in.. nice! especially 2nd movement. thers a mini viola soli part towards the end.. heee=D our orch once ran through it before.
hmm... not bad so far
next
HOLST!!!
GUSTAV HOLST!!
you know tha piece we rehearse until like siao liddat!
2-9pm reh for like dunno how many weeks?
haha it sure brings back LOADS of memories...
the 1st movement. JIG
that crazy violin part i remember.. mr chua like work fulll force on the violins lor. haha then yifang would toy around with her cello during the tremolo. oh wells. i think the HC jig was good! very strong and full sound.. and those accidentals part was in tune. and the violas were hearable. yupyups=)
2nd. OSTINATO
2nd violins could play.. as in they were together. haha last time we were real messy lor.. but aiya. not much in this piece.. just plucking and more plucking and ends with the cello..
3rd. INTERMEZZO
haha. the first part of violin solo was not bad.. played by ditong? yar. haha except the high position was a lil out. but its ok la.. not too bad. then came the VIOLA solo. by arif. haha also ok la just the last few notes. sounds kinda weird;) then it went on... solo again.. ended with the quartet. ok la
4th: FINALE FINALE
our syf piece kaes! wahahas! starts off with violin 1 la. that same tune repeating over again..then 2nd violin. the VIOLASSSS. hee. goodggood so far. woah then that grandgrand part. remembering it so well.. i had to play my GUTS out. as in really play.. to get tha viola part hearable. cos it was only for inside players. woah. so many memories man.. really miss those times. but oh well. things always change;) haha. ended with the sale. the scale started off well.. then those las few notes! hat trill! almpst there k! then aiya... but its ok. it wasn too bad.
the l;ast part audience cheered for encore.. so the played the suk cos some ppl missed it. the violin solo was better this time.. and so. the whole thing ended. i tushed to the toilet first haha ;)
okay then i went backstage with andrea to like go see whats happening.. blahblah. then when the violas were taking pics ernie went to join in. so funny! aha. see. violas rock. yeah! they gave him another soft toy.. bigbird isit? haha. didn see. building was closed so used lift..
so i went home la. had to walk to esplanade busstop first. then went back. i liked the journey back:) for some reaons..
then my mum came with aunt wanlee down from SCGS. then they 2 dunno la.. asked me to wait at rgps then they went tchs busstop. so confusing! then my phone had no batt summore. so spent 20 minutes loitering around.. till i sqw them come in some car i've never seen before. means i was on a lookout for the wrong car.. then yar. laughing my head off in the car.. aunt wanlee is SO funnay! haha.
yay.. finally home.. changed. mum forced me to drinnk some 'tang gui' drink which was so sour=S. she said its 'good'. ah well..
okay finally back in my room and all.. packed muh stuff
brushed teeth blah. haha.. ended my day lor.
twinke twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are
up above the world so high
like a diamond in the sky
twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are
i almost forgot the lyrics to the song lor!
tell me if tis wrong.
iloveyou
andlovingyoumoreeveryday
cya peeps!
11:45 AM
Monday, May 17, 2004
boo people.
you are all like watching that film thingy in the audi now..
haha and im right here in the comp lab.
supposed to be doing the math thing... still dont really how did our project got in as finalists. but oh well. will give it a shot yeah? =) haiz im so tired.slept real late last night. maid cooked some funny mee sua thhing this mrning mixed with instant noodle soup and im havinhg this weird kinda stomachache now... ach. =S. more ppl entering the comp lab. arguing about the graoh theory thing.. anyone know what that is? hha. man.. dont even know my own project well. haiz
gonna try working it out by this week. hopefully we'll make it. jiayou!=)
gonna be a long day...
after school still hafta gonna pete's to pick up something then got concert.. blah. recess. food! cya. haha*stomach frows*
10:16 AM
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